Vent Your Little Heart Out!!!

Shell wrote:

But when I left to go pick her up I took a left KNOWING I'm suppose to take a right, but I thought I took a right.

-snip-

And I feel bad.

If it makes you feel any better, I've done this at least twice, and that's just the instances that I can remember.

Also, I go back to school on saturday. I have only tomorrow to pack, because friday is booked, and I'm feeling the pressure. I feel like I've ranted about this before too(?). Point is, I'm mildly depressed, and can't seem to shake it. Ice cream! I bet ice cream would fix it. But alas, there is no ice cream to be had

Its now been a week since I've had internet, and I still don't have it. I'm sitting out in my front yard picking up neighbor's internet at the moment. I have no clue when I'll have my own internet again. My dad needs to learn to pay his bills. He has a $130 internet bill waiting for him right now, and he decided that the internet is now my responsibility. So he said he'll HELP ME (help ME, mind you, not me help him. even though it was his responsibility originally and he got behind on it) get the payments caught up, and then if I want to keep the internet going I have to make the $40 a month payments. This is on top of my credit card payment, and my GIGANTIC fucking student loan payments. I'm seriously giving up hopes of ever being able to move the fuck out. ugh. I'm never going to have the money to do so.

My dad needs to be more fucking responsible.

Steal from him when he's sleeping.

i feel well beyond overwhelmed right now. it just seems like i have no time at all. i get up at 7 to do homework, go to class at 9, practice cello after if i can fit it in, do my flight lesson when i'm not at cello, have meetings for the organization i'm in, somehow eat somewhere in there, then go to flight team practice which finally gets done at nine. yes i am also working in there too, and next week flight team is going to also practice from 5:30 till 8 in the morning. i feel way beyond stressed and swamped. oh, and if i skip flight team practices there's a high chance i won't be able to compete because we have to make cuts this year due to how many people we have (which is good that we have so many). i really want to be on the team but i've found myself sleeping in between classes instead of doing homework just to do homework instead of sleep because i am just barely keeping up on both. i hardly am keeping up on eating. i eat maybe one thing once a day in the fifteen minutes i have to maybe make a sandwich between things. also i might not have enough money to keep up on my flight training here soon, again

Rawr, I hate it when I get anxiety attacks, they last for a couple months and ugh... I'm going to trigger a heart attack or seizure or something soon, its almost to the point of having to go to a doctor and actually get it officially diagnosed, cause apparently its bad if it last that long and is constant, too much strain on my vitals and then I start shutting down and icky things.... I got a new drug though, it seems to help, which is good, but if I keep getting them badly I will have to go a doctor... dammit... rawr...

and on a side note, I'm not accusing the men on here, but seriously, a lot of guys are fucking pigs...they are bastards, and I am not wanting to spend another $36 again for a fucking trip of druggedness, two of you know what Im talking about, and those this are like fucking shrooms in pill form and make you extremely sick

In other news, I've stopped my overdosing on ibuprofen, all is well with the world...not really...obviously...sfsoafishflidf

Gah, my work hates me right now. One accident after another

I'm warm. I'm frustrated.
Truck is 'broken'.
Bah.

very silly vent BUT.........

I found the PERFECT red jacket oe ebay today.It's pure amazement. But alas it's over 116$ PLUS shipping from the UK.

I want it!!!!!

My mouth hurts. A lot.

That is all.

My car is having health issues >.<

Soo I still owe AI money, I need to get my transcripts so that I can get my fafsa money for AR. But AI can't give me my transcripts because I owe them money. But I do NOT have anything, my family doesn't have anything. Soo basically I'm fucked. And I won't hear from the tribe for a little bit, and there is a possibility that I won't get the tribe scholarship. So basically ... I'm fucked. fuck me and my life.

MY nose hurts!!!!'
A certain little girl I know got a little excited and banged her hard head really hard against my nose. I actually started crying. It hurts to laugh and cough. My nose also has a giant bump. Dang kids and their hard giant heads!!!!!!

Rebecca wrote:

MY nose hurts!!!!'
A certain little girl I know got a little excited and banged her hard head really hard against my nose. I actually started crying. It hurts to laugh and cough. My nose also has a giant bump. Dang kids and their hard giant heads!!!!!!

Was it Justin-kun?

Xander wrote:

Rebecca wrote:

A certain little girl

Was it Justin-kun?

I am detecting large amounts of win in this sector.

Marshall wrote:

Xander wrote:

Rebecca wrote:

A certain little girl

Was it Justin-kun?

I am detecting large amounts of win in this sector.

ummm...sorry I don't get it. What is Justin kun?

No worries Becca, become a weeaboo with us with this handily written article!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Japanese_honorifics#Kun

I feel like I am going to cough out a lung. I am also losing my voice. I sound like a hardcore smoker. Also I had to deal with an extremely obnoxious amount of free panty coupons today. So to add it up kids
Free panty coupons+icky coughing+scratchy dry voice= fuck it I'm having a beer!!!

Milo, my older sisters stupid cat, pissed on my bed, and I have to clean it by hand. Which means that while I clean the bed the couple of days I'm stuck sleeping in the living room, which also means no sleeping in for me. My whole fucking room just smells, and I can't even be on my computer long with out hacking up a stop from the cat piss smell.

A cold couple with bad back pain is a surefire way to ruin one's week.

EDIT: Although they're not doing a very good job of that, thanks to Mass Effect.

Marshall wrote:

A cold couple with bad back pain is a surefire way to ruin one's week.

EDIT: Although they're not doing a very good job of that, thanks to Mass Effect.

lol

ahh mass effect

Nine achievements left, Justin.
and only two of them are hard.

Marshall wrote:

Nine achievements left, Justin.
and only two of them are hard.

nice my latest work has been brutal legend achievements

Justin wrote:

Marshall wrote:

Nine achievements left, Justin.
and only two of them are hard.

nice my latest work has been brutal legend achievements

ROCKET SAUUUUUUUUCE.
Oh here, this might be helpful then.
http://images.roosterteeth.com/images/4ad6590960ef2_bighugemap.jpg

I just want to scream ... that is all, don't ask.

The cancer is spreading, I just saw Courage Wolf on motherfucking adult swim.